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| Your Existing Situation| "Craves change and new things, always looking for new adventures and activities. Becomes restless and frustrated when she has to wait to long for things to develop. Her impatience leads to irritability and a desire to move on to the next project." |
Your Stress Sources| "Needs to meet people who have the same high principals and values as herself, but finds the need unfulfilled. Her need to feel dominate and superior leaves her feeling isolated and does not allow for her to give freely of herself. She would like to surrender and let go, but sees that as a weakness she must not give in to. Holding back will allow her to stand out for the crowd and earn a higher status, recognized by others as unique and important." |
Your Restrained CharacteristicsCurrent events leave her feeling forced into compromise in order to avoid being cut off from affection or future cooperation. Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotionally distant. "Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence." |
Your Desired Objective| Seeks to be known for something she has accomplished and uses her social abilities to win people over. Emotional and sensitive and romantic. |
Your Actual Problem| "Impressed by unique and one of a kind things, and by people with exceptional personalities. Tries to takes the characteristics she likes in other people and apply it to herself as well as coming across as a unique individual." |
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| It's so interesting to know what people think of me, and to know what kinds of things they associate with me
I don't know else to explain that really or go to deeper into what I mean
I've been reading East of Eden
It's a difficult book for me, not that in I don't understand what's going on or the concepts are too big or anything
Just anytime it takes me longer than a day to finish a book I tend to classify it as "difficult"
There's just so much detail that it's hard for me to even want to digest it all so quickly
I'm savoring it, one could say
I have developed a pretty unhealthy obsession with Degrassi
I started watching it at the beginning of the summer out of boredom..
Then I kept hearing all these side stories and wondering what happened, so I kept watching it..
Then it became my life's mission to see the episodes where 1) JT gets stabbed and 2) Jimmy gets shot..
Now I have successfully watched both several times and still my addiction holds strong
I need to cool it with the Degrassi hahahh
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| I have a job 
Oh, employment! How I doth love you!!
Mmmmm
Life has been pretty bleak lately
But having job makes everything a little better
This semester I do believe will kick ass
I'm picking up a lot of slack as far as PLC goes
Any decisions that are made basically go through me, Ariana, Elizabeth and Ruby
Fitting that it's Alpha line (minus Ruby) who's taking the reins
And come Spring semester, I'll be DP
I can't wait to kick everyone's assssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Everyone knows I'll be amazing at it hahah It's not even a joke
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| Let me preface this most with a positively manic laugh... Okay
I've been single for almost two weeks, by my own doing
The first few days were pretty miserable and I couldn't stop crying for some reason
And then I told myself to stop being so pathetic especially since I'm the one who ended it
So I did Already I've done something I really shouldn't have
Me, plus a new understanding of my sexuality and the tiniest iota of confidence...Not a great combination
While I can promise that it will not happen again (at least with that particular person), it felt DAMN good
 HahahhHAHHheheeehhhaahheehahh...ah This song is fitting | | |
| Regardless of whether or not I love him, I can't be in a long distance relationship
I just can't
These past two weeks have definitely shown me that I'm glad that he'll be here for the next few months, I really am
I plan to make the most of what we have and enjoy everything we do
It's not hard But once he leaves for good and I'm here all alone again..
I can't do that, I can't just sit around waiting for someone to come back
I need to live my life according to the way I want
The last thing I ever want is to feel obligated to be with someone At this point in our lives, a long distance relationship is a promise to hold on
And a promise that someday we'll be together again for good
For him, this is such an easy promise to make to me
But we're at different points in our lives I'm only nineteen, I'm barely figuring out what I want to do with my life | | |
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